Lazy.Relaxing

Being Lazy can be seen wrongly as relaxing sometimes and vice versa.
Reading Maths. and blank out in the middle is call relaxing.
Reading Maths. without thinking properly what is the formula about is lazy.
Why?
'Cause blanking out is relaxing after a hard time trying to understand Maths.
While on the other hand,
not thinking what the formula tells is being lazy.
'Cause one will only know how to do specific questions but not all.
Now,
Am I being lazy or am I just having a relaxing time?
From seeing the progress of my studies...
It's both.
I blank out when I study maths.
Then, I got fed up trying to understand it.
Ended up being lazy by trying to get hold on how to do certain questions only.
So, conclusion==I'm just a relaxed person who likes to be lazy.
Sounds a bit weird though...